Tuesday, July 14, 2015

another dollar, another day

today's a rare day where i'm spending the morning by myself at home - coffee and quiet contemplations. life's been hectic and i haven't had much time away for myself. almost forgot the beauty in such simple comforts.

i just remembered this space exists and i came here to write, dusting off the proverbial cobwebs. and i almost forgot how cathartic writing could be.

this time tomor, i'll be in japan for a week.

it's one of those days where you just wake up feeling really drained and tired. here's a huge part of me that feels empty and wonders, what else is there?

life has given me everything i thought i wanted. but am i happy? no.

i'm tired, burnt out, restless and need a break for a while. wish i could go somewhere someplace and just live. and i should be slapped crazy for feeling this way when there's so much to be thankful about.

some days, i wish i could leave the responsible adult behind. pack up and leave, rent out my place, sell my things, travel the world, re-learn what it means to be free and happy.

get in touch with my heart. and perhaps, learn to love again.

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